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For once I can tell where my head hurts. Nearly everywhere, but not quite. Getting such a guilt trip about wanting to go to the ER.

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aquagirl77
Dec. 10th, 2010 03:24 am (UTC)
don't beat yourself up even more with guilt, bb.

if a friend called you, suffering the same amount of pain you are now, would you tell them to go/take them to the ER?

just something to think about.
nabba
Dec. 10th, 2010 03:49 am (UTC)
Oh, I'd definitely take her. Part of the problem is the way I get treated there, which is horridly. My mum is usually the one who brrings me and I've had staff tell me she only makes things harder for me and they purposefully delay things because of the fits she thows. So the guilt trip isn't coming from me, it's from my parents saying "well. What are they going to do? What if they don't!" Those kinds of things.

I'm a passion and compassionate person.
aquagirl77
Dec. 10th, 2010 04:10 am (UTC)
aww, I'm sorry, didn' realize you had parents involved.

I walked almost all the way to our little local hospital once when I was 17. (it was less than 2 miles, but still) My parents kept refusing to take me there and I was stubborn, lol.

and I'm sorry too that the staff where you have to go isnt nice at all. I always say, if they had to go through a migraine just one time in their life, they'd never be so cruel about it again. :(

-- do you have anything strong you can take, and then just try to sleep it off in a dark room?? do hot showere help at all? I hope you can find some way to feel better.

nabba
Dec. 10th, 2010 01:12 pm (UTC)
I've been alternating my meds - vicodin, fiorinol, toradol IM for 2 months it's just been hell. Showers hurt like hell, I've been getting yelled at for not showering enough!

I don't know how well this is going to go today - my mum is a thorn to bring to the ER.
aquagirl77
Dec. 10th, 2010 01:34 pm (UTC)
wow, 2 months is too long... and toradol isn't even helping?? you must be so miserable. Maybe if you tell the staff your whole recent history, they will be more compassionate.

I hope you can break this cycle somehow, *good luck* today !
theslithytove
Dec. 10th, 2010 04:50 am (UTC)
I'm so sorry sweetie!

*hugs*
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